today.....
-in a heart ripping, soul searching therapy session I discovered on a deep level I am still operating from a place of scarcity ....there will never be enough because I'm not enough....I am bad, broken and not worthy I am not worthy of patience, wealth, stability....being loved for just simply being me...not worthy of having my needs met, of being in a healthy, mature, equally giving, soulful relationship. Not worthy of being listened to, of validation, of standing in my pain without fear of abandonment.
-I loved absolutely loved my job
-I realized my chihuahua is my soul puppy and I am going to quit apologizing for his shortcomings.....he is truly a magic puppy
-I felt rejected, loved, humbled, sad, angry, grrrrr, giggly, open, sore, achy, hopeful, enlightened, skinny, fat, crazy, bumpy, stretchy~
-I am beginning to feel healings again
-I am not very funny
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5 leaving some nector:
how do you know you're not funny?
It is great to see you writing again. I'm sure that you're a little bit funny.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, may all your wishes come true!
your revelations
can't help but ask Me to look @ the same things in mySelf.
I am usually hilarious....just not today....giggle~
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