WTF.... can't get it right!!!
never
.fucking
get
it
right~
I flail about, sugar coat untruths to hide up things I can't even put words on....I want, I want, I want.
....................................and still I want.....I try things on and still feel hunger. Not one space left.....
wwwwwwords spoken, unkind truths...."another life ruined looking for the pot at the end of the rainbow"
His truths? Her Truths? My truths!
whirling about my head...... stretched ramblings, scribbled lessons of those I give my power to.
The risk of hurting others to be true to myself fills me with such fear I become stone.......and I love~
I feel love. I take love.I rearrange love. I forfeit love...I worry it's not love. Without truth it's messy. without love what will become of me. I tried to just be...that use to bring me closer to love,,,now it just makes me want to crawl out of my skin.Where is the love love love....all you need is love.........loving you was easy.love hurts.....I forget to love me.
2 leaving some nector:
yes!
i so relate to these two:
"The risk of hurting others to be true to myself fills me with such fear I become stone......."
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the idea that just Being used to bring you closer to Love, now it makes you wanna crawl out of your own skin!
XXXXX i don't have the answers either < only makin' as much peace as possible with what's inside me & ALLOWing myself to BE who I REALLY am.
What is love… really?
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